words are all i have

Have you ever lied just to make the others feel good??

Is that considered lying??

is there any other word for that?as i always stuck in the situation when i lied just to make sure the other person feels good.On the other hand i believe that by telling the truth would be better.but does honesty is the very best policy??? Is this considered unethical??hmmm.....

I make believe that i am not really a very honest person.but i don tink that im a liar.well..i do lie but you know...at certain matter i prefer to be loved rather being hated over my honest statement. Besides of dishonesty im the kind that just hard to say "no"..especially to my friends or loved ones.by saying "yes" when it cant be done or without being full hearted does making me feel unethical as i will sometimes dissapoint the one that i gave my false hoped at.Yes that is what is it called,false hoped. I prefer giving false hope rather than saying "no". Not knowing why but by giving false hope will be a better escape for me rather than saying the truth. False hope leads to false promises...hmmm....

Giving false promises making you a true liar. So i dont know wheter i shud considerd myself a liar as my main objective is not to hurt others feelings. You know,truth hurts.Like when back then when me and my ex had been together for almost 5 years and he asked wether i still loved him or not just like how we first time together,i can't say no even though thats the truth. When im in this situation my heart will pound real bad and guilt will rush in BUT if its for the best, unethically i had to lie.When i went for interview,when my boss asked do i have issue waking up in the morning?of coz i had to say NO!!..

am i liar???

after awhile my friends started to see my desease...they started to have doubts with my words even when im being true. As i will call my beloved friend,Blinky,thinks that all the nice words come out from my mouth is actually me just being nice.until some started to call me Sweet Talker...weird...

If only they know when i said something that comes straight from my heart it does sound flowery...but when im lying,all the words will come straight and dull. Is hard to be me as sometimes i cant explain just how much a person means to me,or just how much the person worth for me,or just how wonderful the person is as all my words considered unvalid.If words cant describe how i feel and think what else can i do...?? Even though people always say 'action speaks louder than words' somehow words are all i have..now i have nothing