goodbye "queen of babble"

i had a blog before...but i said goodbye to it as im hoping the new one will show the real side of me. Used to be scared of blogging as i tend to write something that is not true even when the moment i started typing i always reminded myself to write whatever that is on my mind.

i've stop blogging starting from the year 2008...ironically,alot of things happen.in my previous blog "queen of babble" i realized that i mentioned a lot on how much i hate saying goodbye to my university life and how much i love being in my comfortable zone such as my comfortable friends,comfortable routines, comfortable hanging spots and yada yada..

in 2008 i was forced to venture l1F3.I had to say goodbye to my university, classmates, lecturers...waking up at 12, hanging out on weekdays and other stuffs.i started working on the month of June.

My nephew,Ahmad Tareeq Mirza joined the gang at end of May.My sister moved out few months later.Only left me,mama and papa and of course my no 1 companion.my cat Elmo...the house feel so empty which making me feel so lonely every each day when im around.

My bestfriend Eza and her family moved from being so very close to me to the end of the state..making me feel even much more lonelier..Eza's family had become my escaptism of loneliness and being with them will stop reminding me of how lonely my house can get especially when my one and only sister had moved away to start her own life and family.

Lets not even go to my relationship status as after i gave up my 6 years relationship,guys are the truest definition of annoyance.Having them come and go in my single-town now didnt bring major breakdown nor tears.im imune..

To stop running around the bush,2008 is a lonely number for me...changes happend while i just standing there still in the middle of the transition.Expecting and wondering how far can changes go and how cruel changes can get.

So in this blog, i won't go back much reminiscing 2008..this time this blog is not for others to read but more like a pair of ears to listen, a heart to feel, pair of hands to hug and a beautiful lips to kiss my tears away...it is all about me me me me me me