If only im Nabila Kardashian

it is 8 am on monday today. Im all awake since sahur and straight to the office at 630 am. Just for today im an early riser due to invigilation. as i reached here at 7am i walked straight to the office to show my "determination" and "enthusiasm" towards my duty. Funny as i reach at the exam unit department, the door is close and the room is empty. The stupid thing is, they have stressed so many time to the lectures to collect exam questions 30 minutes before exam starts. waited till 7.45 then the admin people arrived.

Stupid when people made the rule but they themselves are not the biggest fan of that particular rule. anyway, enough said.

Being here at 8am, sleepy, cold and bored making me asking myself again, why didnt i have an interesting talent so that maybe i could be a singer, comedian, actress or maybe a porn star. Having a big headache due to accessive dosage of "Keeping up with the Kardashians" yesterday making me feel like banging my head at the wall even more.

Watching fake reality tv shows on sunday always make you hate your own life. you will started to think that life could be fun like how the Kardashians makes it look like, life can be all hip and happening and can even lead to a conclusion that MY LIFE SUCKS. watching Giuliana & Bill makes me feel my bachelorette's crip is the ugliest and watching Kimora makes me feel terribly underpaid.

With a masters degree in communication and my major in broadcasting i cant believe i am still flimsy and still open to be corrupted by media. Every monday morning, while i am showering i am very determine to send in my resignation letter, and today the feeling is even worst haha. when thinking about resigning sudddenly my mind and soul are being modest, it started to tell me that it is ok if you work part time and earn 800 ringgit..you can survive when all this time with my proper salary i always believe im underpaid. monday blues strikes back or the return of the monday blues. it will never end.

I hate you the Kardashians!!